My happy experience on Valentine Day

Valentine's Day had flied away in just a glimpse of my eyes. I hope everyone had a sweet time with yours love one. Even though, I don't have any special one, but I did enjoy my time well! This is another memory that I want to remember. Memory, sweet or bitter, is always there hiding at one corner of my life. Sweet memories come along with bitter ones, whether I like it or not!

So far in my life, there are many things had happened to me, happiness and sadness, and the unforeseen events. Love can brings me sweet memories, protection, companionship, and happiness, tenderness, etc..the list could go on and on! At the same time, if I love a wrong person it will break me down, make me cry, and lost faith in love. Not so long ago, the feeling of loving someone and being protected had once gone from my world. Magically this loneliness had disappeared just from a simple friend. Thank you to my new anonymous friend, who had given me a wonderful valentine gift! Love is just a simple stroke, but more complicated to believe in! I might be in a daydream of "Falling in Love". I want to indulge in this dream although it might or might not come true in the future - I don't care! All I want is to cherish what Life has given me, and to remind myself that Love does exist if I believe in it!

Love isn't fair for some people. Why people need to sacrifice themselves for love? I don't want to give up myself in order to have love cos if I do, then this Love is not real and will not last, sooner or later it will breaks into pieces. I think the right kind of love shouldn't be a blind love. It has to be fair and happy to love someone of "who you are". Anyway, the persistence of finding love is still in my "To Do List"! I hope people could love not only with their heart open, but with their eyes and brain as well!

My first own blog!!

It had taken me days and months to finally create my own blog!!! First of all, I have to say "Thank you" to my new friend in facebook, Kanitha Heng, whose blog was the first blog that I have read :-)!! It is not a strange thing for a typical Khmer girl to feel shy in showing off her feeling or share something in the public- which was rooted in my culture (Srey Krom Lek). So this time of the year, I want to do something different from what I used to do: to write more, to express my feeling (anger, hungry, upset, and love) to my family, friends, and to the one whom I will love in the future (don't know when I can find one..). I guess our time on this earth as a human being is more valuable than anything so why don't I use it to the fullest I can be!! I don't expect only good and sweet things in my Life..There will be rain and storm chasing me and want to break me down..Sometime, I feel scare, lonely, sad, and lose hope. They (rain and storm) will feel proud and happy that they finally succeed in breaking me down!!! But I guess after all, they are the loser cause no matter what life brings me, I will get fight back!! Most of the time, I would ask myself this simple question "What do I want to achieve in my Life?." Brought up in conservative family with the strict control from my father is such a headache and stress life that I have to face until the right time for me to...Now, making my own blog will be an enjoying experience and a busy work..still I love to experience something difficult and challenging in my Life...I'm moving on a journey on my own without my mum's love support (she had passed away last November due to heart attack) to a place where I hope to find my own Happiness and fulfill my dream!! I wanna watch how my Life evolve from my stupid self to a mature women...^__^!!!